This is drunk Adam speaking to sober Adam. And I just wanted to let you know, Adam, that you are awesome. You are special. And you definitely deserve good things. Despite some of your past and very,very bad decisions. Its time to let those go. Let them fall freely through your hands like pieces of sand through an open fist. She doesn’t love you. She doesn’t want you. So get the fuck over it mate. There is a world so vast and so welcoming waiting for you. Cut the noose and fall freely within its embrace.
I love you bud.
P.S. You should probably go have a piss right about now.
– 1985 A.D.